Oh God. I love the Dutch.
I’m having a moment.
I miss my friends. I miss the familiarity of knowing people and being able to joke around with them and the actually understand me.
Not that I don’t like theses new people but we’re never together long enough because we’re always moving around and getting off the bus and staying in different places, we never get to know each other.
I just miss the ease of already knowing people.
There is also a really gorgeous an really lovely Dutch guy on this bus and I just wish I looked like the Swedish girls with 3 meter legs and tiny bodies. He’s so nice and beautiful and why am I not beautiful enough for beautiful people?